Whenever I question how much you love me I should think back to today
You sought me out for comfort. I torn yr feelings and emotions down without regard for them, as carelessly as I would have approach tearing a piece of paper.
You would be angry in normal circumstances, pissed off if I was someone else. You, a person quick to anger, controlled it. You sat down quiet enduring all I had to say. you took it all in. then in a calm voice you told me the effect my word had upon you. when I realised it, I was so quiet. I told you I didn’t want to get dessert anymore. You told me: don’t do this. You knew how I felt even in yr anger u were mature enough to step into my own shoes and considered my feelings. something I neglected to do for you.
Today, I realised this: you really love me, love me enough to disregard yr feelings, love me enough to control yr anger towards me. I mean you REALLY love me.
Whenever I get angry I really ought to think abt this. To appreciate what I have in front of me. To appreciate you.
I feel so blessed to have an awesome family and such a patient bf who really understands me and accepts me for who I am.